You might be thinking to yourself: This chick is crazy. How can she be chemically addicted to a human? But I'm telling you, the chemical makeup of me gets high on the chemical makeup of another. This person is my crack cocaine. No matter how much I try to resist temptation, the high is so great that I risk the lowest of lows for a little taste of the candy. Defying all logic it's like a magnetic force pulling me in and I have zero power to stop it.
It's terrible. I need hypnosis or rehab or something.
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you planning on telling us about the person ? guy ? girl ? superhero ?
Worse.
Ex.
do not say it !!! tell me you are not a weak woman !!! his is an EX for a reason !!! BE STRONG !!!
OMG! I feel your pain. I have been through this exact same thing (except mine wasn't an ex, it was "another"). I would physically CRAVE their presence, smell, sound, ANYTHING. I got absolutely grouchy, moody, and even headachy without my regular "fix".
The only therapy I found even remotely successful was complete and total avoidance (agreed upon by both parties). But the second there was ANY contact between us, all the old addictive yearnings started.
Its a pheromone (sp?) thing I think.
a friend just sent me a "Text From Last Night"-If you weren't supposed to have sex with your ex, then they wouldn't rhyme...step awy from the train wreck :)
**I just hit "next blog" on blogger and came across your blog-you made me smile-keep it up!"
oh well yeah, i think its possible to be dependent on a another human being. especially with an old flame.
I'm actually also going through the same thing. Only that, I was strong enough coz for some reason the more I fight, the more the feeling of yearning becomes intense.
It's weird eh?
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